Alright first off I have to tell you that its not the end of the day, so this isn’t really a diary post for today, more for my life since my last diary. Secondy, and this is a big thing. Probably…. no definitely a bigger thing than my first point. I’m no longer attempting to woo Jaci. Yup, completely over her. Now see the real kicker for this to happen was me finding someone else. Annalise Payne. Previously she was some chick who was friends with Jaci and I heard about on occasion. Now? She’s my girlfriend :| Ikr, who’d have thunk it. We first met when I was calling Jaci a slut, you know when she kissed Conor. Anna had messaged me and right from the get go, I just found her really nice. I mean Casey had a go at me, Jess threatened me but Anna? She kindly told me to stop, cause it was wrong. So I immediately stopped and starting talking to her instead. I liked her, sure, and I considered her as a possibility of someone (like you do with all new people you meet) but at that time I still liked Jaci.
Fast forward a few days and she’s been talking to me a lot and so I’ve begun to think she likes me so I was worried about that (again, still into Jaci) and then we were on the topic of Valentines day so… I asked her to be my valentine. Idk why, I guess at the time I figured it was a friendly enough gesture to be passed off if I didn’t like her and romantic enough to enable the start of a relationship. Anyhow after that things changed… we wouldn’t just chat anymore. All our talks were awkward because neither of us knew whether we were friends or if we liked each other. Eventually Jaci gave me her number and we started texting, then one night I jokingly asked for a photo and she said no, then she did anyway. Idk why, possibly because of how tired I was, but I almost instantly fell in love with the beauty of the girl in that photo. From that moment I didn’t give a rats about Jaci (well I do, she’s still my friend) and I just wanted her. The next night I called her and we have done so every night since except one. Our relationship progressed from there and in about a week I ended up saying I loved her.
We decided to abort that though, she said it back but we had to put the brakes on somewhere but did send her flowers for Valentines day and we agreed that as of that night, we were bf-gf. So yeah, we’ve been getting closer and I cannot wait till I get to see her in May when she comes down. We’ve organised (well, lets just say theorised) that we will spend most of one day together, then she can stay over my house and we’ll go to one of the superparks (dreamworld etc) the next day.
Uni hasn’t started yet, but I got my timetable so, all looks well :)